8. Habis je baca buku ni, aku rasa macam nak ulang baca lagi sekali masa tu jugak. Tapi rasa tak sanggup nak menulusuri perjalanan hidup penulisnya yang sebegitu sadis itu sekali lagi...

Overall.. novel ni mmg best.! sgt memberi kesan dan memberi kesedaran pada aku bahawa nikmat keamanan yang diberi tuhan masih berada di genggaman. Tak sanggup rasanya nak melihat darah mengalir seperti sungai.. mayat-mayat bergelimpangan dengan isi perut dan otak manusia bertaburan di sana sini.. ibu dan ayah kehilangan anak, kepincangan dalam perikemanusiaan berada dimana-mana. Dan Rasional..tidak lagi dapat menyelamatkan nyawa.

Astaghfirullah.. Ya ALLAH, selamatkanlah kami dari derita ujian yang sedemikian rupa. Berikan kami kekuatan untuk mempertahankan keamanan dan hak kami di negara kami sendiri..

Walaupun buku ni tak glamour macam The Kite Runner, tapi novel nih mmg worth to read. Sangat-sangat worth to buy and read, and read again..

~zaza

ohoho.. bile bukak this blog je, trus tengok my last update bile. 2 MAY 2009. haha. sabo jele . Nasib baik blakang tu 2009. kalau la 2008.. mmg naye.. Hadess.. tak tau la kenapa 3-4 bulan kebelakangan ni rase m-a-l-a-s jek nak update blog ni. Penyakit ape yg menyerang penulis blog ni ntah!

Neway, Alhamdulillah, skrang I dah move in to new place. New home, new job. 1 June 2009 I stat keje kat tempat baru. It means, I dah bekerja kat tempat lame selame 5 bulan. mmg target tanak keje lame2 pon kat situ. I prnh ckp kat sini kan .. that I give myself for 3-6 months keje kat situ? and after 5 month, i've already move for another job. Alhamdulillah tuhan dah permudahkan laluan . I knew life wud not gonna be so easy .. there are so many obstacles waiting ahead for me. InsyaAllah... I'll try my best to pass thru them..till my dream have been fulfilled... correction - till my very last breath


Since i keje kat tmpat baru ni.. kesemua rasa tension yang I penah rasa di tempat keje lame dah hilang- all of them. Honestly, I rase lebih bahagia n lebih bersemangat untuk bekerja. (hoho... jgn hangat2 taik ayam ye zaza.. )


Owh, lupe nak britahu. Keje yang ni,.. I keje bhgn sales jugak(30% of it). But totally different from what I've been doing for the past 5 months. This job is really much related to my field of study - Remote Sensing n GIS. And the best part is.. I've got really-really amazing colleagues here. Thanks to both my immediate boss, en.Helmi n Kak Awin (who were my interviewer haritu), for giving me great opportunity to be here and learn from all of you..=)

Cuma satu je... For 5 months of my tenure with my prev company, they have given me a really good lesson about English language. You know what..?? we can't even say a word in any language other than English. English is the only language allowed during office hour. One who breaks this rule, will have to draw 50cent and put it in the penalty can (each time). huhu.. rase mcm kat school pon ade gak. But this is really good effort for us to improve our English, especially for the not-very-GOOD English talker like me..!! huhuh. And this thing really works..!! Thanks to all of them. (walaupun masih merangkak ckp omputeh.. haha)

And now, I have really-really good, great, and kind colleagues. But.. there's only one thing - we all kat sini tak byk communicate in English (I don't know if this is actually a real-typical private malaysian company, which 95 % of the employee are Malay - the truth is.. nobody tends to speak English ) I don't think this is because they all didn't know how to.. but the thing is.. nobody wants to. Everybody is in the comfortable zone, whereby almost all of our colleagues here are Malay, so why bother to speak English? Am I right? For certain things- clients, reports, meeting. I believe all these have been conducted in English. But to speak and practice English in our daily conversation.. its quite difficult.

I tak salahkan sesiapa - Accustom to something, makes people resist to change. My new company is ok. Honestly, its not that bad. bcoz I know.. banyak lg kes2 lain yang sama mcm ni - malahan lgi teruk. I cuma taknak sebut kat sini organisasi jenis ape yang biasanya mempunyai masalah yang 10 kali ganda lebih teruk (I know this bcoz I keje kat my prev company.. huhu). Kang kene saman pulak I.. haha... =)

Ahah..! tetibe I mengarut pasal English language ni apesal pulak.. hoho.
Hmm.. maybe because, I ni bukan the person who is very fluent in English. So I need to learn, and practice english every day. bimbang kalau2 I tak practice mende ni selalu.. sikit demi sikit I jadi lupa..on how to be confidence in my Oral English.

p/s: English is English, but Malay Language is still the language I LOVE the most..!!

=) till next entry,
Zaza

Sabtu 28 feb 2009

Hari ni, misi saya utk cari 2 benda penting. Penting sangat ke?? haha. sbb bagi saya ia adalah penting, maka pentinglah ia.. =P. Nak tahu ape 2 benda tu? 1. Buku (dah carik buku ni kat MPH Midvalley, n Kinokuniya KLCC, ade ke patut diorang cakap habes stock?? iskh3x.. punye la besar MPH n Kinokuniya tuh... sabo jele..) 2. Internet broadband. Dua benda ni, tak kire la camane pon.. mesti kene dapatkan jugak hari ni. baru pueh ati. Walaupun takde sorang pon member yang buleh dijadikan prospek untuk menemani diri ini, saya tetap gagahkan diri dan kaki untuk melangkah semata2 memenuhi hajat dihati.. So.. dengan keazaman yg terpahat kukuh dihati, saya bercadang untuk ke Berjaya Times Square semata - mata untuk mencari judul buku that i want it soo.. badly. And sambil2 tu, bolehlah cari pakej broadband yang paling sesuai kat outlet2 broadband yang ade.

3.15ptg

Bertolak ke T. Square. Destinasi saya hanyalah Borders dan tidak ada selain dari itu. Cari punya cari, mujurlah kat situ masih ada buku yang dicari2.. dahla tu, siap dengan ade offer 3 for 2 lak tuh. huh. apalagi? rambang mate la saya jadiknye.. haih.. last2.. I end up dengan membeli 3 buah buku dengan membayar harga 2 buah buku saje... almaklumlah.. 3 for 2..
Dah bape hari carik buku tu, hari ni baru jumpe. mane tak hepinye.. haha. (haih, gile beli buku btol. ekeke. ) padahal sehari sebelum tu baru je beli satu novel kat Kinokuniya. kalau dicampur semua, dah jadi 4 buah buku semuanya.. huhu. semua pon blum sempat bace lagi. aheh.

HUm.. buku dah ade.. tapi broadband lom dpat lagi neh. So with that thought, saya bertolak balik ke KL sentral, sbb kat situ ada byk outlet2 internet broadband available. smpai KL sentral, cari punye carik, pakej yg pling best adalah Celcom. But the problem is.. the modem is too expensive! rm599! Oh my God.. what do i do? tu blm masuk bayar bil permulaan lagi tuh? huhuh. pikir punye pikir, kaki ni trus jek melangkah. tak sedar saye dah menuju ke stesen monorail yang baru ditinggalkan sekejap td. nak pg mane? >>> Plaza Lowyatt. kat situ je yg sy rase saye ade banyak pilihan yang boleh dibuat. hadeh.. tak pasal2 kene patah balik n jalan lagik.! huh. tak kesah la.. yg saya tau, hari ni saya mesti balik dgn buku n internet broadband!

sesampai di times Square semula, saye trjumpe satu outlet celcom broadband di bridge yang menyambungkan Times square dengan bangunan dihadapannya. do you know how much is the price of the same modem that I've been offered at KL sentral? its now rm399! huih. beza rm 2oo! iskh2.. very surprising. then i went to Lowyatt, pusing punya pusing, atas bawah kiri kanan, mencari2 pakej yang paling ok dan sesuai dgn harga and features nye. adess... pnt btul kaki neh tau! cam nak tercabut pon ade. atlast, I end up with Celcom broadband.. (nih yg buleh nak berblogging balik neh..! haha. but this is not the reason why i need internet at home so badly.. its all because of my job which needs me to do some research before i can do my work. huh ) mase balik tu dah penat gile. dahla sehari suntuk tak makan. makan roti sikit jek pagi td. tetibe sesuatu yg tak diingini pulak berlaku- monorail pulak rosak.. !! adehh.. dahla org pnt, kaki rase nak tercabut, lapar pulak tuh. adoiyaii... sabo jek la..
last2 I give up hope kat monorail tu.. hari pun dah malam.. then i have no choice other than jln kaki smpi station LRT Hang Tuah.. only then baru buleh balik umh dgn aman.. tu pun ramai giler org queue.. sib baik.. sampai rumah dengan selamat. alhamdulillahh...

haih.. penatnye..

Assalamualaikum everybody.....!
Rupa-rupanya dah genap 2 bulan tak update blog nih. huhu.. no worries, I'm back ! =) BUt I wonder.. if there's anybody cares if I'm back on blogging or not...? haha. Whatsoever.. Yang penting, I'm blogging here, is just to satisfy my needs on sharing my feelings and a bit of experiences that I've goin thru.
Humm..

Till then, See ya.. ;p

Huhu..it's been quite long I didn't update this blog after my last entry. Forgive me for not fulfilling my promise to continue on the book I mention before. It's really not my intention to do so. There are some important matters I have to deal with lately.. (plus the condition of internet connection difficulties, and also my notebook yang mengade2 mintak di-format..!adess, semua tu menambahkan lagi sebab untuk tidak mengupdate blog. heheh.. haila.. manusia.. byk btul alasan. =)

Hum.. well, let them be. no need to pikir banyak2 ttg tu. hehe.InsyaAllah saya akan teruskan entry2 ttg that book. but unfortunately, not now. =(

Here, I have an announcement to make.!!

I am very happy rite now because I've already been hired! huhu.. what kind of job? what company??where is it located?? hmm.. that is private and confidential..=)
All I can say, I am not working with my study-related company. Kadang2 rase penat juge mengadap komputer wat analysis image hari2 kan?.. heheh. So, I try to find the job which match my interest in business. It's kinda tough actually, but I'll give all out myself to this job.I really want to see whether or not I can cope with this job. The most important, I want to gain experience, building networking,grounding broad business knowledge and improve my spoken english.


U know what, this is my very first interview.. and now, it becomes my first ever job! Betul2 tak sangka. Alhamdulillah.. Tuhan telah mempermudahkan jalan for me dan
memberi rezeki yang melimpah ruah di bumiNya. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

5th January 2009 will be my first day being an employee... wish me luck k..

Baru-baru ini, saya telah membaca kajian yang telah dibuat oleh Dr Maurice Bucaille, seorang saintis perancis. Walaupun belum habis menelaahnya, saya begitu teruja untuk berkongsi dengan anda tentang penemuan-penemuan Dr Maurice ini tentang Kitab suci Alquran. Bukunya yang bertajuk The Bible, The Quran and Science - THE HOLY SCRIPTURES EXAMINED IN THE LIGHT OF MODERN KNOWLEDGE ini mempunyai kandungan yang sangat bagus untuk dijadikan bukti kepada umat manusia bukan Islam tentang kebenaran yang dibawa oleh Islam. Melalui buku ini, Dr Maurice telah mengkaji Alquran secara menyeluruh(berkaitan saintifik), bermula dengan keaslian Alquran sehinggalah kepada ayat-ayat suci Alquran yang menerangkan tentang kejadian bumi dan alam semesta. Selain itu, beliau juga telah mengkaji tentang kitab Bible dan kesemua version Bible yang ada. Sama seperti Alquran, beliau mengkaji keaslian setiap daripada Bible tersebut terlebih dahulu sebelum meneruskan kajian mengenai sains yang ada dalam kitab-kitab keagamaan tersebut.


Dibawah ini, adalah sedikit pendahuluan yang dipetik dari Dr.Maurice Bucaille dari tulisannya.


"On the 9th of November, 1976, an unusual lecture was given at the French Academy of Medicine. Its title was “Physiological and Embryological data in the Qur’an”. I presented the study based on the existence of certain statements concerning physiology and reproduction in the Qur’an. My reason for presenting this lecture was because it is impossible to explain how a text produced in the seventh century could have contained ideas that have only been discovered in modern times.


For the first time, I spoke to members of a learned medical society on subjects whose basic concepts they all knew well, but I could, just as easily, have pointed out statements of a scientific nature contained in the Qur’an and other subjects to specialists from other disciplines. Astronomers, zoologists, geologists and specialists in the history of the earth would all have been struck, just as forcibly as medical doctors, by the presence in the Qur’an of highly accurate reflections on natural phenomena. These reflections are particularly astonishing when we consider the history of science, and can only lead us to the conclusion that they are a challenge to human explanation.


There is no human work in existence that contains statements as far beyond the level of knowledge of its time as the Qur’an. Scientific opinions comparable to those in the Qur’an are the result of modern knowledge. In the commentaries to translations of the Qur’an that have appeared in European languages, I have only been able to find scattered and vague references to them. Nor do commentators writing in Arabic provide a complete study of the aspects of the Qur’an that deal with scientific matters. This is why the idea of a comprehensive study of the problem appealed to me.


Throughout my research I have constantly tried to remain totally objective. I believe I have succeeded in approaching the study of the Qur’an with the same objectivity that a doctor has when opening a file on a patient. In other words, only by carefully analyzing all the symptoms can one arrive at an accurate diagnosis. I must admit that it was certainly not faith in Islam that first guided my steps, but simply a desire to search for the truth. This is how I see it today. It was mainly the facts which, by the time I had finished my study, led me to see the Qur’an as the divinely-revealed text it really is."


Selepas ini, insyaAllah, saya akan teruskan dengan entry-entry tentang penemuan-penemuan yang telah dibuat sepanjang kajian Dr Maurice ini, terutamanya berkaitan Alquran dan Sains.


Till now,

1. Salam to all readers.. well, I've changed my template yesterday (tak larat nak post new entry dah semalam..=p). I've tried hard to change this template. I don't know if you like this template, but i do love it n hoping that you do like it too..
p/s: any comments bout this new template??

2. Why i changed this template..?? bcoz I am now in a phase of embarking new journey in my life. Changing from "student" title to someone "to be hired" by a firm (to-be-hired ye.. lom being hired lagi.. hehe). So, starting from here, my new-real journey begins. What's awaiting me ahead? Only God knows. So, let's wait and see what will be my next challenge... =)

3. Last but not least, I am now trying to be a new me..! a new me yang dah tak malas2 lagi, and a new me yang dah takde sikap2 -ve lagi (xlarat nak list kat sini.. haha). Kalaupon semua behaviour -ve tu tak leh nak dibuang skaligus, semoga all that "buruk" behaviour akan di-reduce satu persatu.. amin.

4. Till now, lps ni insyaallah sy akan punya banyak kesempatan untuk selalu update blog ni..
So... keep on reading k.. n thanks for visiting my blog..

LOL,
zaza

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Hampir sampai ke titik noktahnya

Tetapi,
Noktah ini bukan noktah pengakhiran
Ia noktah permulaan

Permulaan kepada
Pendakian yang lebih tinggi..
Permulaan kepada
Kembara yang tiada akhirannya...

Sometimes, there are time when you feel totally lost..
Lost something or someone..
which you yourself didn't even know why..

Either why did u have to suffer such a loss..
or why did u have to feel like losing them..
or why they must be lost..???

And those why's are so irritating
when u're totally lost to comprehend
what reality has told you..