NO title.. huhu 6/20/2009 06:06:00 PM

ohoho.. bile bukak this blog je, trus tengok my last update bile. 2 MAY 2009. haha. sabo jele . Nasib baik blakang tu 2009. kalau la 2008.. mmg naye.. Hadess.. tak tau la kenapa 3-4 bulan kebelakangan ni rase m-a-l-a-s jek nak update blog ni. Penyakit ape yg menyerang penulis blog ni ntah!

Neway, Alhamdulillah, skrang I dah move in to new place. New home, new job. 1 June 2009 I stat keje kat tempat baru. It means, I dah bekerja kat tempat lame selame 5 bulan. mmg target tanak keje lame2 pon kat situ. I prnh ckp kat sini kan .. that I give myself for 3-6 months keje kat situ? and after 5 month, i've already move for another job. Alhamdulillah tuhan dah permudahkan laluan . I knew life wud not gonna be so easy .. there are so many obstacles waiting ahead for me. InsyaAllah... I'll try my best to pass thru them..till my dream have been fulfilled... correction - till my very last breath


Since i keje kat tmpat baru ni.. kesemua rasa tension yang I penah rasa di tempat keje lame dah hilang- all of them. Honestly, I rase lebih bahagia n lebih bersemangat untuk bekerja. (hoho... jgn hangat2 taik ayam ye zaza.. )


Owh, lupe nak britahu. Keje yang ni,.. I keje bhgn sales jugak(30% of it). But totally different from what I've been doing for the past 5 months. This job is really much related to my field of study - Remote Sensing n GIS. And the best part is.. I've got really-really amazing colleagues here. Thanks to both my immediate boss, en.Helmi n Kak Awin (who were my interviewer haritu), for giving me great opportunity to be here and learn from all of you..=)

Cuma satu je... For 5 months of my tenure with my prev company, they have given me a really good lesson about English language. You know what..?? we can't even say a word in any language other than English. English is the only language allowed during office hour. One who breaks this rule, will have to draw 50cent and put it in the penalty can (each time). huhu.. rase mcm kat school pon ade gak. But this is really good effort for us to improve our English, especially for the not-very-GOOD English talker like me..!! huhuh. And this thing really works..!! Thanks to all of them. (walaupun masih merangkak ckp omputeh.. haha)

And now, I have really-really good, great, and kind colleagues. But.. there's only one thing - we all kat sini tak byk communicate in English (I don't know if this is actually a real-typical private malaysian company, which 95 % of the employee are Malay - the truth is.. nobody tends to speak English ) I don't think this is because they all didn't know how to.. but the thing is.. nobody wants to. Everybody is in the comfortable zone, whereby almost all of our colleagues here are Malay, so why bother to speak English? Am I right? For certain things- clients, reports, meeting. I believe all these have been conducted in English. But to speak and practice English in our daily conversation.. its quite difficult.

I tak salahkan sesiapa - Accustom to something, makes people resist to change. My new company is ok. Honestly, its not that bad. bcoz I know.. banyak lg kes2 lain yang sama mcm ni - malahan lgi teruk. I cuma taknak sebut kat sini organisasi jenis ape yang biasanya mempunyai masalah yang 10 kali ganda lebih teruk (I know this bcoz I keje kat my prev company.. huhu). Kang kene saman pulak I.. haha... =)

Ahah..! tetibe I mengarut pasal English language ni apesal pulak.. hoho.
Hmm.. maybe because, I ni bukan the person who is very fluent in English. So I need to learn, and practice english every day. bimbang kalau2 I tak practice mende ni selalu.. sikit demi sikit I jadi lupa..on how to be confidence in my Oral English.

p/s: English is English, but Malay Language is still the language I LOVE the most..!!

=) till next entry,
Zaza

Too Late For Tears... 5/02/2009 08:44:00 PM

Death knocked on
a bedroom door

"Who is there?"
the sleeping one cried.

"I am Angel Izrael, let me inside."

At once, the man began to shiver
as one sweating in deadly fever.

He shouted to his wife,
"Don't let the Angel take my life."

"O Angel of Death,
I'm not read yet.

My family, on my depend,
give me a chance
to go back and mend."

The Angel knocked again.

"O man,
it's your soul that I require,
I come not with my own desire."

Bewildered, the man began to cry:
"O Angel, I'm so afraid to die."

"Let me remain here as your slave,
don't send me to the grave."

"Let me in, O man", the Angel said.

"Open the door,
get up from your bed,
you can't stop me from coming in,
Angels can go through objects,
thick and thin.

The man held a gun in his right hand,
ready to defy the Angel's stand.

I'll point my gun towards your head
You dare come in - I'll shoot you dead.

By now, the Angel was in the room,
saying , "O man, prepare for your doom,
foolish man - Angels never die,
put down your gun and do not sigh.

Why are you afraid, Tell me O man-
to die according to Allah's plan?"

"O Angel, I bow my head in shame,
I had no time to remember Allah's name.

From dawn till dusk, I made my wealth,
not even caring for my spiritual health.

Allah's command I never obeyed,
nor five times a day i ever prayed.

A Ramadhan came and
a Ramadhan went,
but no time, had I to repent.

The Hajj was already obligatory upon me,
but i would not part with my money.

All charities I did ignore,
taking usury more and more.

Sometimes, I sipped my favourite wine,
with flirting women I sat to dine.

O Angel, I appeal to you,
Spare my life for a year or two.

The Laws of The Quran, I will obey,
I'll began salat - this very day.

My fast and Hajj I will complete,
and keep away from self-conceit.

I will refrain from usury
and give all my wealth to charity

Wine and unlawful women,
I will detest,
Allah's oneness I will attest."

We Angels do what Allah's demands,
we cannot go against His commands.

Death is ordained for everyone-
father, mother, daughter and son.

I'm afraid, this moment is your last,
now, be reminded of your past.

I do understand your fears,
but it is now TOO LATE FOR TEARS..

You lived in this world,
two score or more,

Your parents you did not obey,
hungry beggars, you turned away.

Yout two il-mannered, female offspring,
in nightclubs, for livelihood they sing.
Instead of making more Muslims,
you made your children non-Muslims.

You ignored the Adhan (call to prayer)
nor did you recite The Holy Quran.
Breaking promises all your life,
backbiting friends and causing strife.

From hoarded goods,
great profits you made,
and your poor workers,
you underpaid.

Horses and cards were your leisure,
money-making was your pleasure.

You ate, and ate
and grew more fat,
with the very sick, you never sat.

A little donation, you never gave
that could a little baby save.

You thought you're clever and strong,
but O man,
You've done enough wrong.

Paradise for you? I cannot tell,
the disbeliever well dwell in hell.

There is no time for you to repent,
I'll take your soul for which I am sent."



Adapted by Dr. Y Mansoor Marican, Ph.D
from "Operation Death" by G.H.E Vanker

Hmm... =) 3/22/2009 01:20:00 AM

Anugerah Kudus dari Nya... 3/08/2009 06:47:00 PM

Dengan nama Allah yang maha Pemurah lagi maha Penyayang,

"Hai sekalian manusia, bertakwalah kepada Tuhan-mu yang telah menciptakan kamu dari seorang diri, dan dari padanya Allah menciptakan isterinya; dan dari
pada keduanya Allah memperkembang biakkan lelaki dan perempuan yang banyak. Dan bertakwalah kepada Allah yang dengan (mempergunakan) nama-Nya kamu saling meminta satu sama lain, dan (peliharalah) hubungan silaturrahim. Sesungguhnya Allah selalu menjaga dan mengawasi kamu."
(An-Nisaa' : 01)

Saya kini berada di kampung kerana terdapat sedikit urusan yang minta diselesaikan. Urusan apa? akan dimasukkan di entry lain. =) Dan, kerana kebetulan saya balik ke rumah, saya menggunakan kesempatan ini untuk melawat sahabat baik saya di kampung yang baru saja melahirkan anak pertamanya pada 1hb mac lalu. Haizatul Insyirah - begitu indah nama yang diberikan kepada bayi perempuan comel yang berhidung mancung ini.


Sementelah melihat wajah mulus anak ini, terdetik dihati, bagaimana agaknya jika saya menimang anak sendiri? ahah, pasti keharuan dan kegembiraan seorang ibu tak dapat digambarkan dengan kata-kata. Apalagi setelah separuh mati bertarung nyawa melahirkan anugerah tuhan yang kudus .. yang tak ternilai harganya ini..

Namun, tak semua ibu merasakan kebahagiaan seperti itu. Ada segelintir yang merasa benci, malahan ada yang sanggup membunuh anak sendiri..! Mengapa ? kerana perasaan MALU yang jauh lebih mengatasi dari perasaan kasih-sayang kepada anak yang kudus suci ini.. malu kepada siapa? yang pastinya bukan kepada Allah, tetapi malu kepada pandangan dan kutukan masyarakat sekeliling apabila mengetahui anak si polan sudah mengandung, sudah bersalin, tapi bapanya entah dimana..?? Ibu bapa yang berbuat dosa, anak yang suci dan bersih dari sebarang dosa ini yang menanggung akibat, hanya kerana tuntutan nafsu liar sang ibu dan sang bapa yang tidak mengenal dosa pahala..


Naudzubillahiminzalik.. semoga tuhan menjauhkan perkara seperti ini daripada kita semua...


Till then, see ya..




Hari yang memenatkan (i) 3/03/2009 08:48:00 PM

Sabtu 28 feb 2009

Hari ni, misi saya utk cari 2 benda penting. Penting sangat ke?? haha. sbb bagi saya ia adalah penting, maka pentinglah ia.. =P. Nak tahu ape 2 benda tu? 1. Buku (dah carik buku ni kat MPH Midvalley, n Kinokuniya KLCC, ade ke patut diorang cakap habes stock?? iskh3x.. punye la besar MPH n Kinokuniya tuh... sabo jele..) 2. Internet broadband. Dua benda ni, tak kire la camane pon.. mesti kene dapatkan jugak hari ni. baru pueh ati. Walaupun takde sorang pon member yang buleh dijadikan prospek untuk menemani diri ini, saya tetap gagahkan diri dan kaki untuk melangkah semata2 memenuhi hajat dihati.. So.. dengan keazaman yg terpahat kukuh dihati, saya bercadang untuk ke Berjaya Times Square semata - mata untuk mencari judul buku that i want it soo.. badly. And sambil2 tu, bolehlah cari pakej broadband yang paling sesuai kat outlet2 broadband yang ade.

3.15ptg

Bertolak ke T. Square. Destinasi saya hanyalah Borders dan tidak ada selain dari itu. Cari punya cari, mujurlah kat situ masih ada buku yang dicari2.. dahla tu, siap dengan ade offer 3 for 2 lak tuh. huh. apalagi? rambang mate la saya jadiknye.. haih.. last2.. I end up dengan membeli 3 buah buku dengan membayar harga 2 buah buku saje... almaklumlah.. 3 for 2..
Dah bape hari carik buku tu, hari ni baru jumpe. mane tak hepinye.. haha. (haih, gile beli buku btol. ekeke. ) padahal sehari sebelum tu baru je beli satu novel kat Kinokuniya. kalau dicampur semua, dah jadi 4 buah buku semuanya.. huhu. semua pon blum sempat bace lagi. aheh.

HUm.. buku dah ade.. tapi broadband lom dpat lagi neh. So with that thought, saya bertolak balik ke KL sentral, sbb kat situ ada byk outlet2 internet broadband available. smpai KL sentral, cari punye carik, pakej yg pling best adalah Celcom. But the problem is.. the modem is too expensive! rm599! Oh my God.. what do i do? tu blm masuk bayar bil permulaan lagi tuh? huhuh. pikir punye pikir, kaki ni trus jek melangkah. tak sedar saye dah menuju ke stesen monorail yang baru ditinggalkan sekejap td. nak pg mane? >>> Plaza Lowyatt. kat situ je yg sy rase saye ade banyak pilihan yang boleh dibuat. hadeh.. tak pasal2 kene patah balik n jalan lagik.! huh. tak kesah la.. yg saya tau, hari ni saya mesti balik dgn buku n internet broadband!

sesampai di times Square semula, saye trjumpe satu outlet celcom broadband di bridge yang menyambungkan Times square dengan bangunan dihadapannya. do you know how much is the price of the same modem that I've been offered at KL sentral? its now rm399! huih. beza rm 2oo! iskh2.. very surprising. then i went to Lowyatt, pusing punya pusing, atas bawah kiri kanan, mencari2 pakej yang paling ok dan sesuai dgn harga and features nye. adess... pnt btul kaki neh tau! cam nak tercabut pon ade. atlast, I end up with Celcom broadband.. (nih yg buleh nak berblogging balik neh..! haha. but this is not the reason why i need internet at home so badly.. its all because of my job which needs me to do some research before i can do my work. huh ) mase balik tu dah penat gile. dahla sehari suntuk tak makan. makan roti sikit jek pagi td. tetibe sesuatu yg tak diingini pulak berlaku- monorail pulak rosak.. !! adehh.. dahla org pnt, kaki rase nak tercabut, lapar pulak tuh. adoiyaii... sabo jek la..
last2 I give up hope kat monorail tu.. hari pun dah malam.. then i have no choice other than jln kaki smpi station LRT Hang Tuah.. only then baru buleh balik umh dgn aman.. tu pun ramai giler org queue.. sib baik.. sampai rumah dengan selamat. alhamdulillahh...

haih.. penatnye..

Come Back 3/01/2009 09:17:00 AM

Assalamualaikum everybody.....!
Rupa-rupanya dah genap 2 bulan tak update blog nih. huhu.. no worries, I'm back ! =) BUt I wonder.. if there's anybody cares if I'm back on blogging or not...? haha. Whatsoever.. Yang penting, I'm blogging here, is just to satisfy my needs on sharing my feelings and a bit of experiences that I've goin thru.
Humm..

Till then, See ya.. ;p

Happy New Year EveryOne.. 1/01/2009 11:05:00 PM


Happy New Year EveryOne..! May this year of 2009 bring us everything that we wish for. Remember, it's not about how lucky we are in whatever we do.. It's all about how much effort we put to win something and how smart we handle it are what matters most .


Till then,

Happy New Year